I fucking slipped the nail polish and broke it in my room!
Sigh... So many things to do alr, still wanna add more work for me.
Seriously resenting myself.
Fuck.

Actually it doesn't sound that bad. I just wanna change my room's tile color.
Hmm... Cny's round the corner I have to make changes.
Hmm...


It's for life.
The world just seem meaningless.
Fuck off seriously.
Fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u!!!!!!!!!!!
Just fuck off!!!!! I don't know how on earth to vent my anger. I need the sea I need the vast ocean to scream my lungs out!!!
FUCK OFFFFFFF!!!!


stay strong LSJ!
everything's will be over soon!

byebye.


lesson learnt.

I'm sorry


I was a fool because I fool around.
Now I've learnt my lesson what's more do you want?

Im feeling so terrible now.
I no longer dare to even raise my voice to talk.
Really sorry. :(

feeling like shit now.
Please leave me alone.

:(


It's bothering me:( though it seems harmless.
but I really don't know what it is la. :(
stress:( sigh!

:(


Sorry :(

lucky me and you. (:


and yes, its confirmed. and approved (:
thank goodness!

(: no more second time of scaring please.

and yes, im still counting down (:

<3

hello blogger.


hello.
you miss me not?
i think ive forgotten bout u. just for a moment only, dont be jealous k?
:S

how's it going?
pretty well (:

in fact, i hate you evan.
i miss ph.
but i know i cant.
:X

cut down club cut down club cut down club.
u are not doing anything to cut down club seriously.
boo to ur new year resolution!

and, this morning mom lifted up my shirt saying,
"fade alr" HAHAHAHA! cute uh!
means what? want me to go touch up uh?
HAHAHA!
(:

and me is loving many many my second attempt (:
loving my new toy too (:

oooo! im so loved again!
i want cny to come quick!
dont be late!!

hungry!


OMG IM SO HUNGRY!
but the thought of fep's food.
AHHHH! tts sianzationnnsszxzszx times many many!

YAWNSSSSSSSSSSS.
):

ignorance's a bliss.


okay now blogger.
before i have my eyelids shut till it open for another long day,
this is something i wanna blog about.

ignorance is a bliss.

and, 'cant be bothered' attitude is what im trying to be (:

why think so much bout others when you cant even make a decision out of ur own?
why stress and make urself depress when you jolly well know that you cant get a proper answer in the end?

no point.
no use.

trying to get my old self back.
independent is that word.
why am i being so sensitive, so childish, so possesive againnnn?
sigh, this isnt a good thing. why am i missing you so much?

i hate la sial, seriously.
missing someone isnt fun, its more of torture.
i thought its 2010, why am i still living in the year 2008 and 2009?!
goodness!
its seriously time for me to wake!

sigh sigh sigh.
people who fall in love turns dumb, and weedo weedee stupid!
HAHA. LOSER.


and last but not least, i have it pierced again (:
me like it very very much!

lola got more zai not? (:
seriously cant wait for my nxt ink.
money drop from sky pleaseeee?? (:

bye world.

2010!


everythings finally over.
hate 2009 to the core!
even the last party was kinda boring.
HAHAHAH :X
but stil me love gatherings, and get high!
but i wasn't drunk, just talking LOUDLY only.
:S

anyways, 2010 is loved loved loved!
how i wish, 2009 can be erased. (: right oms?

anyway, dyed my hair red again (:
love it ttm! (:
but my rashes on my face, cui ttm! ):

NB!

BUT, mom still loves me as much (: horrsxzx.
YAY!
2010 i seriously welcome you sial. (:

cheers ppl!