ladies night.


high and gone.

no more re-entry.


stood for 1 hour just for re-entrance.
like seriously, powerhouse last night wasn't fun.
the time we stepped onto the dancefloor was ard 3am and last song was at 5am.

ARGH! and next week's schedule isnt good at all!
no thursday off, no sunday.

see you next next week powerhouse ):

its our day


uhhh, he has forgotten.
but i'm fine.

how many weeks to ur departure om?
I wanna partyyyy like never before!!!
hopefully our plan for steamboat will happen.
cause its been someeee time since we last sat down together and gather!

I miss I miss I misssss!!

Work is quite alright at cwp. but i dont really like it.
but i dont like the fact that it is PUSHCART.
i cant go toilet as frequent, cant even go for smoke breaks and all.

duhh~ I want far east back!!
& I want pay day!
I am so fucking broke! and tmr I am meeting Joy for sentosa i guess? but i dont wanna get myself TAN. i will look damn ugly! arrgghhhh!

ideassss???

almost a week.


Hello throat.
How are you doing? Why aren't you recovering!? You are killing me, damn~
Alcohol seriously do us bad.
From friends, we became foes, and from foes we became friends again. & trust me, i felt real sorry deep down from my heart.

Sigh~
Sure it is, that was the 'ex' night.
I miss those days, and YES I miss TBJ more! but, I'm no one to turn back time.
3 more weekends to go.....
So many things to do, so little time.

<3

I cant contol you.


YA true~ I can't control you, i am in no position to stop you, and you blame me for your lost. Seriously, you gave me a shocked by saying that. you don't say such things in the past. & you are talking like one bastard. Argh well, if you want to be like those guys out there, jolly well go ahead and u can forget bout calling me! What? you lost your money and you expect me to console you? I said once I said it twice, you don't take it, then leave it! I don't think there's any room for me to nag non stop. I'm not your fucking mother! You are right, I can't control you. So can't you TOO! Argh! You seriously pissed me off!~

I mean what you expect me to say?! If I say stop playing, you will give me attitude, and if I say go ahead and play, its definitely going against myself and THIS i can't do it! Yes, you apologised, but its so reluctantly! Argh, I don't want to be a petty bitch here! but I am sad! I don't understand what you trying to tell me! & I really don't understand! & if I have the choice, I will seriously choose to be one fucking heartless girl.

Or are you trying to say that I am not giving you enough attention? I really don't know! I hate to analyse, I hate to think! ARGH, answers where are you?!!?

But trust me, I still love you IDIOT!
ARGH!!! But yes i am angry, sad, in queries, whatever you name la hor?

Lets go Bananza~


So quiet, so sales-less.

& yuan is soo bored that she researched on when is next year's CNY. & the result is.. 14th Feb! How nice, Valentine on CNY! Ouhh, I really cant wait to see TBJ by then! I hope this isnt some empty promises Mr Tan! :D Yuan is glad to be back at FEP, but its really quiet, stream-less people, more of a ghost town and with all the renovations going on, I doubt people would be coming in.

& SHERLI isn't convinced with my result! She said she's gonna go home and check with her mama's big calander. Okay lor, lets see tmr!

Alright, I am really happy to see OR LI and GIEGIE here! Feels so nice (: & oh yes, i saw two of my exx-bosses, the feeling is kinda weird, but still, i did nothing wrong (: & I am fine working here. Okay, I guess I have been gaining weight lately, i don't like!!~~~

TBJ is soo sweeeet~ (: please take my heart with you and not let it have the littlest bit of chance to misbehave! but still I miss club!!!!

OM! please make sure u persuade until ur mouth go dry & im sure i will love you more!! HAA <3

Change of skin


Hmm, true enough its time to change my blogskin.
ah well, didnt really edit or do much changes, kinda lazy.
just want a new look and that's it (: Guess om is gonna be happy! 'cause it's sthng new! okay, so what's up? I'm gonna party and club more! I want to enjoy too! & yes, I will keep my promise om.

Work is killing me~
no sales, no people, rotting in the shop. & joy is still not here. you love to keep me waiting ya? NICE!

Club on sat wasn't a great one. guess my alcohol level is better now? eh hem** but its true! it isnt fun like this. sigh~ hope it would be better this coming sat! yes om? just three of us would be good enough! YES!

I cant wait again. this is the only thing I can look forward whenever its the start of a new week!

OMNI's the BEST LA!! :D
oh yes! remind me to return ur money back!


am i regretting or what?
did i make a ridiculous movement? or something?

ahh, so sick of life!
when u dont have it, you yearn to have one.
but once you have it, you will take it for granted.
oh, what more you want!

how one turns to be contented?

i'm lost of words.

good night people, i dont wish to evaluate any further.
sigh~ guess its a wrong decision after all.


going 2 years.. And guess what??
2 years really mean nthng..
The memories behind couldnt even pull me through these few mths.
Sigh~
What am i suppose to do??

Im so deprieved!

I dnt wanna think so much..
I just pray and wish and hope that everyday would be enjoyable.
I dont want to think and make myself so miserable laa..

Someone teach me hw pls..
I really hate lonely nights :(

Tbj!! Hate you laa...! Tsk!!


Lola is back to work!
back to PB.

Okay the feeling is nice because i knw most of them, but somehw, the 'new girl' term is down thr for ppl whom i dont knw, i just dont like this feeling. Tsk.

But its okay :) i'll get use to it soon.
Cause im the friendly lola leh.

ouhh, tbj is having a great time at bkk nw. Hw i wish im right beside him enjoying at some seafood restaurant! Okay, i will fly over as soon as i am able to settle down first.

Tmr is wed! I've to buy 4D which i dreamt about it on monday!!
Oh oh oh! Double 6,0 6! This was exactly what i told tbj in my dream.
Oh goodness, i dreamt tt i won 800 only. Tsk! But still im gna try my luck tmr!!!

& yes! Whatts so great bout pb!!? I cn bring lappy to work!! woo lala~

Good night ppl! Good night world! Good day ahead for 090909! :D


My butt hurts!

I have been watching too much of desperate housewives and i have been sitting too much!

it hurts hurts hurts! =.=


Boredom kills!

AARRGHHH!

TBJ come back fast!!! RAWR!!


another day wasted.
damn.

I hate empty 'promises'.

Okay, i shall not waste my time any further.
I shall start looking again, and I will save hard.

Om please dont ask me out to spend money!
& please, Dad, stop looking me up for money.

I'm trying hard just to study.
Don't make things difficult for me anymore.

SIGH~

Blame on my unluckiness seriously. I think I need some fengshui shifu to change my luck? haaa!

But still, I am really glad to have BJ TAN! (:
Thank you!


Day wasted once again.

- Did room cleaning.
- Waited whole day for the call, but it didnt happen. Last hope for tmr and that's it.
I cant wait any longer.
- Desperate housewives the whole noon
- Last but not least, assured with your love again (:

What is so wrong with Lola?


sigh sigh sigh.
going down down down down down.......