guilt.
Sunday, November 29, 2009 at7:16 PM
mom found out i smoke.
told me to quit before i get addicted.
im still thinking im addicted or not.
anyway, i will cut down, and be a social, in fact i stil think that i am a social!
because for the whole day i've yet to touch one stick!
powerhouse last night was what Om said, same routine, same thing.
but the problem is, if we go elsewhere we will miss ph for sure!
& Riduan fucking smile at me!
HAHA!
nice (:
& I fucking lost someone's jacket.
and got scammed for like $35 :X
okay dont think its appropriate to complain here.
I AM REALLY REALLY TIRED!!
slept for about 4 hours or lesser ):
and sales today isnt good, im kinda showing attitude which i dont like.
but i was told tmr's my off day and same for wed!
this made me smile (: (:
like seriously!
o well, im hoping it taste nice.
HAHA ><
i choose to.
Friday, November 20, 2009 at8:32 PM
WORK HARD PLAY HARD ROMANCE HARD!
so coool right....??? (:
HAHA!!
sometimes its fun.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 at12:52 PM
like seriously, i want you to fucking come back now!
i wanna pick a fight!
im really full of anger!
life's a crap.
Sunday, November 15, 2009 at3:52 PM
i dont knw what i want now.
HAHA.
i feel aimless, i feel as though i got nothing.
studies delayed, and im spending all my money away like nobody's business.
2010 is coming, and i am really scared.
sigh!
im a loser.
i really hate the fact, that they are all linked.
of all people, why them?!
crap. not just one, but the second one?
am i left with no choice?
damn.
what to do what to do.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 at8:55 PM
OMG OMG OMG!
EVAN LAU!I CANT WAIT TO PARTYYYYYYYYYY!!
I WANT MY FREEDOM BACK.
I DONT WANT TO BE TIED DOWN.
I WANT TO HAVE FUN.
I WANT TO HAVE MY HALF BACK INKED.
I WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT.
I WANT TO CARE NO MOREE.
i know.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 at1:39 PM
"im glad you moved on.
im doing good.
and you dont have to worry anymore.
I'm sorry n thank you for everything.
happy and bad moments, it shall be kept as memories."
mom's sixth sense is killing me.
i need time to ammend everything.
and i know what im doing.
i will settle down soon, really soon.
promise.
sorry mom & dad.
