Its TBJ's birthday! (:


YOU ARE 20 My precious!!!! I'm trying so hard to catch up .. haa~

ouh, 20 is considered young adult isn't it?
haha, no wonder I see you are getting more matured.
>.<

Ah ha, anyway, yes I'm loving you more every single day (:
Just hoping time would really pass by quickly!
cause I really wanna seee you badly!!

Alright, time for some self console.
"Look! I thought we just celebrated your birthday the other day?!"
haha~!! Arrghh.... it didnt help..

Anyway B, I will be waiting, waiting for you to come back to celebrate my 20th birthday.
And YES, by then I wil be able to celebrate your 21st! (:


Haa, anyway, good night ppl~

its 25th again :)


Exactly two more mths and it's gonna be our 2 years anniversary. But BJ Tan isnt ard. But its okay, cause i know im loved. :)
there's still 3rd, 4th, 5th and so on for us to celebrate. That's what we've mentioned before his service to Thai.

I had a nightmare ytd. I cried so badly :( dreams nv come true right? So yes, fret not!

Oh 2010, when r u comingg? U're so late!


11 pages of repetitive hardwork!
And here comes my ATM! ^^

THANKS BABY!

beautiful people - nina sky


For you, I made sure I clear my schedule
This weekend was fully devoted to you
You said you were coming through real soon
That was now a couple hours ago
I'm thinking in my head you really got nerve
Cause this won't be the first time that you stood me up
Well baby I got news for you
It's time to get a taste of your own medicine

I'm throwing my vest on
I'm letting my hair down
I'm not bout to spend the night alone, lone
You just made my ish list
Baby you can kiss it
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight!

I'ma dance till the morning
I'm not waiting up for you
Boy, I'm turning off my phone tonight (night, night, night)
By the time that you call
I'll be walkin in without you on the floor (floor, floor)
I'ma party with my beautiful people (people, people)
You beautiful people, people
I'ma party with my beautiful people (people, people)
You beautiful people, people
I'ma party with my beautiful people

I'ma make it known the second I arrive
For your sake, you better hope nobody catch my eye
Cause since your living like you're single
I'ma do the same, I'ma do my thing, yeah
When I hear my song, make the DJ turn it up
In the middle of the floor, I-I-I'ma burn it up
No longer will I be worried bout you
You could find me in the night life
Here I come!

I'm throwing my vest on
I'm letting my hair down
I'm not bout to spend the night alone, lone
You just made my ish list
Baby you can kiss it
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight!

I'ma dance till the morning
I'm not waiting up for you
Boy, I'm turning off my phone tonight (night, night, night)
By the time that you call
I'll be walkin in without you on the floor (floor, floor)
I'ma party with my beautiful people (people, people)
You beautiful people, people
I'ma party with my beautiful people (people, people)
You beautiful people, people
I'ma party with my beautiful people


** This so me in the past . haa :)
But well, I,ve changed.

it isnt easy


Trust me it isnt easy to adapt.
I'm seriously having love sick and it just cant go away.

Om, I don't deny that I pity him because I can feel hw sad it is letting the only love one go. :( so please allow me to feel this way..

Sigh, thanks omnis for always being thr. But yes the feeling is different but i'm seriously fine :D Dont worry kay?
And yes! He just text me!! Arghh, im so glad :)

I miss you baby :( and i will wait for u.
Cause I am Lola lehhh!


"TBJ loves LSJ" that's the last thing he mentioned :)

Fuck the stock take! ._.

everything's so sudden :(


My room's so empty. And yes tongtong said sthng i have to agree.

LOST.

Haha, ytd night was my first night without him. I have two feelings.. 1st, damn shiok BECAUSE there's no snorings beside my ears.
2nd, i miss him badly! :'( i couldnt go to bed till 3plus.. :( even the slightest sound could wake me up thinking of him..

How sad..

so whats up now. Just like what many have told me.. Time flies... Yea, hw i wish it can fly even faster. but its alright, i shall start saving up and we'll head dwn ard November.. :D im sure it would be pleasant.

Anyway, now people cn ask me out every nighttt! This feelingg I like.. :D but pray hard i wont get into trouble XD