dont understand.

last.


coughing badly.
who's fault?
my fault.
damn.
oh, and partly because of KFC.

cant resist! seriously... thigh pleaseee?? (:

im broke again.
and i dont even knw when i can get my pay.
and im really at a lost.
i was told i trust people too easily.

and i find my life really tiring.
who put me through all these shit?

sigh.
wrong decision, wrong choice.
regretted.

let me find a chance to end then.
i wanna settle down, but i cant.
i dont wanna settle down because i want freedom.

so hard to please, so hard to solve.
sigh sigh sigh.
i wish im a bird.

HAHAHAHA!
bye sucker!

i promise.


Sweet, i promise i won't.
you are my one and only.
and i do miss you as much!
real bad! please come back soon!!
deng ni orhhhhhsss!
promise after this sat, i will stop till you are back.

love you so much laaaaa! (:

misfortune or carelessness?


my watch died at Sentosa.
my phone got stolen by some CCB!

doesnt matter bout the value of the phone.
but what really matters is all the info i have inside.

sigh, feel so empty nw.
wrist gone. phone gone. everything's gone.

shake head~

let me strike lottery leh.. TSK

electro vs r&b.


shuffle? not my kind.
tecktonic? 1 day skill. i like! (:
r&b? we all love!

omni's pre celebration!
zirca is damn ex ex ex!
twenty pie dorlar.
but nebermind. omni harpi can oleady (:

true enough, ytd night was loved!
i wish you were here omni lau!
we all miss you like kraaazyyyy!

and fuck with all those conflicts!
my red hoodie gone like tht!

damn! she's a sexy bitch!
hot hot hot!

reminisce.


been reading all my post since Feb 2008,
and i realised i have changed a lot.

back thn, i was so young so innocent so childish.
saw the changes, well, i am really glad.

thanks, and yes, im loving myself more.

soft.


i need hardener.

thanks.

her departure.


ONE WORD = SAD

i thought we all could really make it without crying.
but, i really couldnt hold myself.

im so gonna miss u LAU YEW TING! ):

Sigh, its just 4 weekends, but its gonna be damn long.
please please please take good care of yourself!

Come back in one piece, dont get stab k? (:
I love you.

gone.


too neat too fast n broken.

i knw my limit this time round.
sigh.

lost again.

think no more.


my routine.
sigh, all worth it?

cant be bothered.
dont wanna be affected by you.
false hope.

drink drank drunk.
hate myself.

i wanna be alone.
fuck off bitch.

i wanna party all night till morning sun rise.
dont want to think cause u are once a stranger too.

i love alicia, i love evan, i love joy.
tts all, ran of of stock.

goodbye.
so tired of all this shit!

wasn't like that.


tired. inside out.
i miss powerhouse. i miss getting myself drunk.
i don't want to be sober.
reality sucks.

sigh~