life's a crap.


i dont knw what i want now.
HAHA.
i feel aimless, i feel as though i got nothing.
studies delayed, and im spending all my money away like nobody's business.
2010 is coming, and i am really scared.
sigh!

im a loser.

i really hate the fact, that they are all linked.
of all people, why them?!

crap. not just one, but the second one?

am i left with no choice?
damn.