imsad...

anyone able to feel how i feel?
Im sad, really exhausted. why oh why, god? must u be this unfair? why? everything was meant to be, but why?

I know, I have you. but now what? treating me coldly is what you want? Boy, u nod ur head, u said yes. N here I am saving everything, but why must u treat me so coldly? I'm hurt, deeply hurt, with shattered pieces in my heart.

Boy, I know you do understand everything. It doesn't matter me, I just want you to be by my side, n I swear I won't regret! Where's your promise? that you had promised to shower ur love upon me?
Boy, I swear, you are my only boy. I swear. I'm sorry if ever I have let you down.

I'm torn, really vanishing soon.. Do you know how I feel? I miss those times, I miss your smile, I miss you, boy....

If ever time would rewind, I swear I had not hurt you... I'm sorry...